The End Of The World

If

Because we’ll be reduced to aches

By a chemical blast

And tonight was The last night on earth

I’ll take you out on a date

One last candle lit dinner

Because at the end of the world

Every human should enjoy their favorite 

Thing one more time

My favorite thing in the world

It turns out

Is sitting at a table across from you

listen to you talk

And watch the corners of your

Face make up an exquisite

countenance

As you tell that story 

About how you enjoyed making

Someone feel awkward

And that should be the last thing

A man witnesses

As the world becomes 

A burnt collection of things

That once were

And as you make history

A love story

Mornings and Nights

Those nights

When you go to bed

With dreams of grandeur 

Then

Wake up the next morning 

With a glimpse of the future

With a certainty inducing

 kind of hope

Those are the good days

They will pass

And then comes those nights

When you go to bed

Thinking

What the fuck am I doing

Why the fuck am I here

Those are the better days

And if you don’t get those,

Then you should go to bed but refuse

To fall asleep

Because if you do

Then you will just wake up

Then fall asleep again

And then you die

Until then

Try to go to bed early

And hope you wake up.

Or stay up late,

In case you don’t

Sunshine

My poems don’t kill. They give life, by killing. It’s a form of a curse. A source of merciful torture. A peaceful evil. A world where everyone is the hero and the villain.  

I’m a cursed poet, by an ugly form of beauty. A gorgeous kind of monster. I hate loving it, and it loves hating me. But we live together, because that’s the only way we’re able to be.

That’s my simple tale, my dear. I have very little to do with the decision making. I hold the pen, and close my eyes. The rest is up to the gods of poetry. 

You see, That’s the whole problem. A conundrum of authoritarianism. And I don’t even know what the word means. That’s how crazy they are. But what can I do. 

I just let it happen. And wish for a day when they let me go, but that’ll be the day I vanish. So let’s just hope for another day, another poem. Another heart to feel less lonely, and a world where the sun is the currency.